Role Playing

My mind came across this last evening and continues to dwell on it this morning, so of course I must share. Good sex is wonderful (I like it, I love it, I want more of it :)), but devoid of a relationship it is lackluster and unfulfilling. This is why I felt the unrest inside about us. Because I see that you are a Man in every since of the word. So I assumed that that would transpire into you being my Man. But of course the old adage about assuming is always lingering around to make an ass out of me. At this age and stage in life, I'm done playing. I came to terms with a very important truth about myself, I want a Man or nothing at all. Because anything less would only leave me longing, as two failed marriages and the remnants of what we had clearly display. And while I know you could very easily fill the role of my Man, you would only be playing a role if it isn't what you want. Much like I have been playing the unknowing role of side chick or cheated on chick (not quite sure which one at this point), but no more. Life is short and real Love is too sweet to waste time pretending to be something that you're not nor do you want to be. Selah.....