Day 2 is no joke

In the midst of day 2 and it seems particularly rough. I keep thinking
about all the things you said and all the actions. Why did you hold me
close to you and play in my hair. Why did you offer to take me on a
cruise? Why did always ask me to stay? How could you be so happy to
see me and hear my voice? Why all the acting if I meant nothing? Why
not just screw me and say you had to get up early. Why get me involved
in your business affairs? That's what I don't understand. You were
already getting the goods, why make it seem like it was more? This is
the reason that I'm so fucked up. Because I don't understand why you
would go to these extremes if it didn't mean anything. I mean really,
who does that? What kind of cruel demented person lives that way. I
want to ask you, but you won't tell me. And then I will be at day 1
again. And I can't stomach that again. I can't wait until the 21 days
have passed and you have been purged from me completely. There is no
rhyme or reason, so it makes me confused. And if I can't see the path
clearly the time seems to go by much more slowly. Come on day 2 Scram,
Beat it, knock about!!!!!

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