I told the truth, and now I'm sitting here wondering if you will come home tonight. You said I could do whatever I wanted and that you didn't care if I saw other people and perhaps you care so little for me that you really don't. But despite your words to the contrary I still believe that you love me and what man wants the women that he loves to be with someone else. Although I haven't been intimate with anyone, I did spend a little time behind your back. Honestly, I would cut everyone off if I thought it would mean their was the slightest chance of you and I being. But right now I'm operating under the fear that you will never want me and that is why the back up plan dude seems needed. I don't want to hurt you. I only want to sow a seed that will return to me what I am imparting in to you.
I want to call you but I'm afraid to run you farther away. In the words of Chocklate. Time Tells All.
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