Thursday, February 11, 2010

A call from....

Hello is this ****? Yes it is. I'm not trying to call to harass you, but I'm dealing with ***** and I saw your number in his phone........

That was how my work day begin when I decided to take a chance and answer a 'BLOCKED' call (which I never do) on my cell. But I thought perhaps it was work related since I was off-site today. Surprise, surprise.......

Funny thing is, this isn't even the person that you said you were seeing. This is a whole other person and she had a list of names besides. Everything makes so much sense now. And I move on with a clear heart, knowing that you could never love me because you don't even love yourself. I can't deny that I Love you. But the beauty of it all is that now I Love me more. So my self-esteem is winning over my concern for your acceptance. And for that I thank God. Because He let me see that it wasn't me. It was you. Apparently you have a pattern and this caller is experiencing the same thing I did a few months ago. I pray her strength too, knowing that all the things you told her were a replay to my ears. I told her I hope getting caught makes him straighten up, but deep down I know you won't change. You will only swap playmates until they tire of your games. In the words of Tony,Toni,Tone "I don't wish you no bad luck baby, I don't wish you no pain". I don't have to question myself a moment longer and I won't for another moment long for something that was ill-fated from the onset. The closure I so desperately needed finally came today. Muah!!!

P.S. Be careful because Karma is a BIATCH!!!!!!

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