Message to the cute boy

Dear cute boy,

It all seems so simple in my mind. I could love you and you could love me and we could have a great life together. But if you know anything about me, it is that I am a thinker. And I have thought about it long and hard and I realize it isn't that simple for you. I feel really sad that you are carrying around this burden of hurt from your ex. What she did was wrong and it isn't fair that the family had to be broken because of it. But it has been almost 3 years and at this point you are giving her your life. Don't let her win. Don't let her actions rob you of what life has to offer you. I'm sure you are about to let me slip away, because you most likely won't come to terms with this before my cutoff point. Nevertheless, I want you to get past this for someone else. Your heart is sooooo good. And I think you are a wonderful man in so many ways that you probably don't even realize. You deserve to be with someone that will appreciate you, but don't forget that you have to reciprocate that as well. I wish you all the best in life and I can't lie I will be hurt when I end our relationship. Mostly because we will have missed out on something that could have been great. Timing is everything and I guess it just wasn't our time. I can only say this in cyberspace and your ears will never hear it....I LOVE YOU! In fact, if I would let myself be free to do it, I could very easily be head over heels in love with you. But I know that you couldn't return that love, so I hold it close to me and act nonchalant about this whole thing. When in reality, you are constantly on my mind and I just wish you could love me. I have even shed a tear or two. I wish you well and my greatest wish for you is that you allow someone to love you. I promise you it will be life changing and it will heal the brokenness in your soul.

Love Always,
G.