It is done.....

I have said this before, but something is different today. I think it has to do with the realization of what I am asking for. The old me would be perfectly fine with convincing someone that I am the right choice for him despite the fact that he has done nothing to earn me. I'm over that. I have screwed him for the last time and I will talk to him on my terms. No more door mat. If he wanted or even deserved me, he would step his game up. I vowed after BD2 that I would never chase again and I mean that. Maybe I will spend some lonely nights, but I'm doing that now for the most part. And at least I won't feel stupid later. I am good for cutting someone off and that *ish has happened as of today. I will drop by in a stunner outfit on Friday or Saturday to drop off the CD, but I will not accept anymore invitations to your house. I will always love you, because I don't think that ever goes away. But I will no longer act upon it.

Deuces,
G.