Thursday, June 24, 2010
Fly, Fly Away.....
I love you. I can't deny that fact. Honestly, I think I love you to the fullest extent that one can love another individual. And while this gives me the wherewithal to stick it out and compromise, it does not make me believe that you are the end all/be all of my life. That being said, I will ask whatever questions I choose and I will be exactly who I am at any given moment. So, if that means that you need to pull back, do just that. But what you will not do is hold the possibility of pulling out over my head as a threat or proposed deterrent to make me respond to your bull ish in a manner that down plays your effed up actions. Don't think for a moment that my love for you has made me desperate. I am fine with letting you go, if it means that I stood my ground to be respected and treated in the same manner with which I treat you. I will not play the position that you have grown accustomed to women playing so they can have a small piece of you. I'm not brainwashed into believing that you are the prize. I know my value, and it is not dictated by you. Therefore Love, do as you wish and if you don't like my behavior, take this advice....'Fly, Fly, Away.....
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Love Note to my #1
Dear God,
Sometimes when I think of how much you love me, I feel overwhelmed and
I wonder why you love me. Then I realize it is simply because I am
yours which in turn makes you mine. I cherish my relationship with you
immensely, because without it I realize that I would just be a shell
of who I am. I know that I can never repay you for filling the void
that I had carried for 30+ years. But I plan to show you my
appreciation over the next 30+ years. Everyday I pray that people will
realize that the love we seek in the world is already waiting for us
with You. Words can't express the joy I feel every morning knowing
that you are right there with me. I love you so much that words can't
really articulate the depth of it. It's a good thing that you know my
heart, because I don't have to try to give it words. I look forward to
our continued life together filled with the joy, peace and love that
only you can provide.
Sometimes when I think of how much you love me, I feel overwhelmed and
I wonder why you love me. Then I realize it is simply because I am
yours which in turn makes you mine. I cherish my relationship with you
immensely, because without it I realize that I would just be a shell
of who I am. I know that I can never repay you for filling the void
that I had carried for 30+ years. But I plan to show you my
appreciation over the next 30+ years. Everyday I pray that people will
realize that the love we seek in the world is already waiting for us
with You. Words can't express the joy I feel every morning knowing
that you are right there with me. I love you so much that words can't
really articulate the depth of it. It's a good thing that you know my
heart, because I don't have to try to give it words. I look forward to
our continued life together filled with the joy, peace and love that
only you can provide.
All my love,
All my life,
Me
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