What happens to love when you can't release it fully? Does it eventually die or does it continue to simmer until it boils over and makes a mess?

Long time coming

I haven't posted in a while and I can tell. I have so much stuff rolling around in my mind, that I can barely function. This must end! The problem is the wireless at my new locale SUCKS!!!! So I have to find an alternate location or a better service provider. All are presently under consideration. But just to give a few updates. I'm a little closer to being divorced - the papers are filed and published in the paper. The cute boy and I are still doing something (I'm just not quite sure what it is we're doing). And I teeter between depression and jubilation based on my current state of thought on an hourly basis. My friends and family are doing well and that is a source of contentment and joy. Life, in the words of my girl Erykah Badu 'goes on and on and on and on, Mad props to the god Ja'Born.

I no feel good. Being sick on the weekend is soooo unfair!!!